What is wrong about me?

I can't help myself dealing with relationship anymore. Actually what so wrong about me? I don't look like stalker and don't act like a stalker and don't even speak like a stalker. What so wrong about just wanna be a FRIEND? I don't really get it. Maybe my forehead there is a sticker that written LOSER or JACKS.. or Whatever~ for instance, a girl who thinks she is a celebrity or so-called ''hotchick'', yet, she still doesn't want to approve me in Facebook!! What's wrong with her, and what's wrong with me, I don't feel like talk a lot now, my memory sucks.. it hurts me a lot.. they made me overlook a lot of opportunities... they left me scars... I wouldn't be emo because of all these.. PLS go away, EMO or Whatever~

Move on!! its 2009!!

Wow, its been a while I stop blogging, what is the reason? I don't know. Well, its 2009, phew, time waits for nobody. New year, a new starting point, What is my new year revolution huh? Get some chicks yeah.. oops! accidentally slipped from my big mouth..actually is get some fried chickens.. wakakaka.. I watched the best movie in 2008-YES MAN! Yes is the new NO and say yes is to embrace all the opportunity that you got.. 2009 I wish I can become a millionaire.. its fun to have a wont-come-true wish...anyway.. its fun?! haha... I think I like somebody.. I not going to say who.. somebody.... wahahahahaha!!! maybe is a toy...wahahahaa.. 2009 krazy!

Saying I love You.

Love is a wonderful thing isn't it? I want, I wish I can have one.

Where is the true laughter.?

We smile, we laugh when we are happy. Now, I smile, I laugh is to be happy, I'm pretending myself, what the hell is this? I tried to talk with friends, mix with friends, even share with friends, it seems that it is not working. I tried to forget it, let it go, even... hate it, it is not working too. What's the matter? What is so significant about this love thingy? This is the only place I can share, talk and whisper with, because nothing works for me, last time at least someone could lend me an ear, now she flew, flew with other guy, who cares? What can I do? ''Hey you, you hurt me deeply, you owe me a heart and happiness, leave the *ing guy!'' Is this I suppose to say? Have I got out of my mind? It is just a wasting time action, besides it wont change anything if I did. Girls, if I ever heard about guys are bad, guys hurt girls, or anything about how guys doing badly, then I have to make a fair copy of it. Please, nothing in this world is fair, we are equivalent, we shouldn't blame on each other. Nowadays, girls hurt guys too, it sounds nonsense isn't it? yes it is. Nothing is perfect. When I had a flash on what has happened to me, nothing is comparable, I am not the worst one, in fact I am not the best too, out there they are million, billion or zillion of people are suffering too, about your case, sorry, it's like a dust. In short, Don't deal with problems which are unnecessary, you know what I mean, move on, you'll find your feet pretty soon, trust in me! Lastly, find the lost laughter!

Why IT happened to you?

Yep, sometimes life is unfair, do you agree? We'll just blame on how unlucky we are when we deal with problems. Relationship problem is the best example. I would like to help the others, because I feel like since I had this problem before, I hope I can give them a hand so that they could avoid or I mean ''not that sad''. Actually I didn't mean to take part in other people business, being so kepo, I just want to help. But, I can't even help myself when I deal with the problem, how I suppose to help? I understand about how you feel, just simply want to get over it with you.

Let go is a tough job, isn't it? yep, I had it too.. not once.. but every time when I place a full stop on a relationship. hmmm.. it has once brought me down.. it made me fall apart.. it changed me into another person.. I really gotta stop this topic from making it a part of my life again.

Anyway, stay strong is what I said to you, really hope you'll get over it shortly.

Deh, where is the meteor?

Quen, where you've got the information from? No meteor appears geh, I see nothing geh, ya I only saw stars, steady stars.. wakaka..XD.. By the way thanks for giving me hopes, to see meteor though nothing came out la, but I want to see neh..maybe I can imagine. lol.. Do you think if anyone makes a wish when the meteor falls, it really will comes true? haha, I do believe. oi..Your blog ah, the song ah, really got me fall on it too ah.. wahaha...Anyway, Quen is a nice girl, just know her few days ago. I call her lol girl, because... she loves to ''LOL''?! maybe I can talk more about her if I know her better. yep the song is here: LOVE STORY by Taylor Swift.

Today, is the sixth day of the week, basically is also weekend.. bla bla.. jacks!! in short, its SATURDAY! yep, I can describe Saturday rather than today's happenings, obviously. Sometimes, I am quite clear with what I am doing but sometimes I am not, I mean getting out of mind, is that normal? Or I have a new crush, crazy~ I'm enjoying being single, maybe not. wahaha.. crazy~ Well, today nothing happened, but actually my buddies and I supposed to go Sunway Pyramid but at last minute our plan cancelled, you don't want to know it don'cha, is a trivial reason. Anyway, we carried on with plan B. My buddy Vijin and I went to Aeon JJ. He bought a same slippers like mine.=.= but he got it with 50%, he was quite lucky. then we just lepak around to Padini, Espirit, and supermarket=.= Suddenly, we think of biting some food and we dropped by KFC, we knew it is fat but we just couldn't resist the delicious thumbs licking fried chicken. oops, I had a Zinger Burger that I have not been eating since two months ago. wth, it was really nice!! then he sent me back. after that, it seems boring then I checked on the drawer and searched for Dvds to kill my boring moment. I found an old movie, named ''The Benchwarmers''. Its a lame movie, the scene also quite childish, but their dialog impressed me, it got my laughter. Overally, this movie suits me, because sometimes I'm quite lame, childish and funny too..XD Btw, it effectively kills my boring time three. haha.. I think this movie is for JACKS like my kind.. wahaha..